Sunday, November 4, 2012

I'm Wide AWAKE!!

It's been awhile since I can actually say I am wide awake! About to turn 34, I can't believe it! The years have flew by, I have no idea where they went? I am a mother of 3 boys, a wife, a daughter, a sibling, and a friend. I have been just going through the motions, taking life for granted for so long and I wish I could get back all the time, but I can't :(
What I can do is start to live my life to the fullest, I can start to be the best I can at all of my titles!! I am starting to learn how to forgive myself for the awful things I have done. I am starting to learn how to love myself, I feel like for so long I have been stuck in my own personal pity party, my own limbo I created!!!
I am awake now and I am no longer taking my life for granted, I am so blessed and I can't believe I didnt realize this sooner! BUT, I am learning that I can't change the past, but I can change my future and that is exactly what I am going to do!

I love myself, my husband, my kids, my family and friends.... most of all I love you GOD! Thank you for everything you have blessed me with...

Here is to a new beginning!!! I am finally awake and ready for today, tomorrow....

S...